i was really surprised at cas’ restraint in last night’s episode. he’s killed dean a thousand times but he didn’t the one time it mattered, and to have kept himself from dropping to his knees in relief, in horror, and grasp the real dean tight to be like Yes, this is him and he’s alive—
it made me think of “a list of rules, established as i go.” don’t tell him. don’t tell him.
No Such Thing as Coincidence 