I should’ve been there. I should never have lied to you about your mom. Or about when you could leave. A lot of things I shouldn’t have done. Sometimes I feel like I’m… Like I’m just some kind of black hole or something… You know, it’s this thing in outer space. It’s like, it sucks everything towards it and destroys it.
Sarah had a picture book about outer space. She loved it. – Who’s Sarah? Sarah? Sarah’s my girl. She’s my little girl… She left us. The black hole. It got her. And somehow I’ve just been scared, you know? I’ve just been scared that it would take you, too.
I think that’s why I get so mad. I’m so sorry. For everything.